Thursday, February 27, 2014

Fishing for Memories, a sonnet by A. Arbona.



As days go by I swing my line through time.

I fish for memories that I once lost.

The harsh defeat like bitter taste of lime.

The memories upon my past embossed.

Intrinsically obsessed with rod and reel.

I fish this lake for what I cannot find.

The happiness is fake, sadness is real.

Nothing else matters in my state of mind.

But I will not concede defeat quite yet.

My memories of you are worth too much.

So I will hold your smile and not forget.

But there is no way to feel your touch.

As minds explode and thoughts flow red forever.

I wonder if we could have died together.  


 

Saturday, February 15, 2014

Espada essay by A Arbona

Espada Essay
In Martin Espadas poems many irrational decisions and brutal misjudgments are made based on emotional responses. This is shown in Espada’s works like “The New Bathroom Policy” when, because he is afraid of losing power to his students, the principal bans Spanish in the school bathrooms. Also, in another of Espada’s poems entitled “A Revolutionary Spanish Lesson” Espada wants to take extreme action when his name is mispronounced because he believes that they are offending his culture. Another example in Espada’s work is the “Two Mexicanos” in which the fear of different people coming into America causes white vigilantes to kill the Mexicans and then take a picture of themselves hanging them.    
“The New Bathroom Policy” shows how fear can corrupt someone who is in a role of power and can end up influencing them to create ignorant situations. In the poem, the Principal is afraid that two Spanish boys are talking badly about him so he does something irrational and unconstitutional.  His paranoia is demonstrated when Espada states that “…The only word he recognizes is his own name/ and this constipates him”, showing that he’s afraid of what he doesn’t know which leads to him making an irrational decision, by banning Spanish in the bathrooms. By writing about the situation in this manner Espada brings a sense of humor to the situation by demonstrating how stupid the Principal really is.
In “A Revolutionary Spanish Lesson,” Espada is provoked by the mispronunciation of his name because he feels that his name represented his culture and by mispronouncing it you are directly insulting his culture. “Whenever my name is mispronounced, I want to buy a toy pistol, put on dark eyeglasses, push my beret at an angle, comb my beard to a point, hijack a busload of Republican tourists from Wisconsin…” This quote shows how when offended Espada can have irrational over-the-top ideas. A corresponding observation I made was that even a very responsible calm man like Espada can be influenced by emotions in such a powerful way.
Finally in “Two Mexicanos Lynched in Santa Cruz, California, May 3, 1877” A group of white vigilantes’ hatred for the Mexican’s and other Latin cultures drove them to take a picture with two young men whom they had just hung. Why they hated the Mexicanos could only be because the Mexicans are different from the Whites. So the Whites hate them for being different, and that emotion of hatred causes them to illegally murder the Mexicanos publicly. Espada’s description of “…A high collar boy smirking,”, shows that they don’t care about the Mexicano lives.
In conclusion, Espada’s poems show how emotion effects the rationality of the decisions people make. Whether it is fear, hatred, or anger, it always effects the way people act and think.  Espada uses this to show us how people use emotions to lash out at one another. The situations that Espada use in his poems show that he cares about the issues affecting Latin American’s that occur within our society.